Sunday, April 21, 2013

Hi there!




So today I decided that I should start blogging again. Something I haven't done in a really long time. Well so though this is directed to no one in particular, I think i should write a bit about myself and stuff. Hmm. Let's get right to the quirks then. I think I'm a rather sensitive person who tends to over think everything. As a result, it'll probably take me a while longer than most other people to complete something.... such as writing this post for instance. Even if no one else out there in this big wide world reads it, I'm still going to re-check it at least twice before posting. so OCD. But yeah, because you can never be too sure when doing something and you have to consider the consequences and possibilities. And while most people just go "YOLO" !  I think "yeah, YOLO. which is precisely why you have to make sure that you consider everything you do, so you won't have any regrets after". But, you're probably right, I do need to losen up a bit. Another quirky thing (that can probably considered a character flaw) is that I'm somewhat introverted. I'm really not the kind of person that is totally open and bubbly and absolutely friendly on the first meeting. It takes a while for me to warm up to people and even then I'll still be rather conservative. I prefer to observe than to be observed; and though, like most people, I enjoy recognition from time to time, I won't actually be caught being the center of attention. Intentionally. This problem gets really annoying sometimes because it's so hard to make friends, especially when put in a new environment and you have no choice, nothing familiar to retreat to. One last thing that may seem odd about me is that I apparently have a strange sense of humour. Haha. I say "apparently" becuse, well, I think it's alright but when I laugh at something, other people just give me queer looks that range from curiousity to concern. Well, that's the few things about me I can think of right now, but I'm pretty sure the list just goes on and on.
Wow, how did I end up discussing my flaws online? well I guess I just got carried away. Which is also one of the things that I do, rambling when writing. and often losing the topic entirely. Not very helpful for essays and stuff. But that's why I usually plan before I start my essays. So these spontaneous free-writing things may not be entirely good for my health. But they're fun! So why not? I hope that as I start on this new adventure, I'll be able to improve from all this self-reflection and hopefully, improve in the areas where improment is needed. :)

candidly, 
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